I need cash, and fast!
So, I've been grabbing at some illustration jobs.
N hell, I works 8 hours at office, after went back home, continue the jobs until morning.
I get only 3 -4 hours of sleep.
Thank god my shift is at noon-night.
The reason I accepted those commission is bcoz I need money, not for buying expensive bags, make up or something for my selfishness.
It's bcoz of my promise to my family.
They have been so good to me, and I want to repay their kindness, by bringing them to a trip, which is to Bali, Indonesia.
I need to bring them on school holiday this May.
But the saddest thing is, after so much of hard works, none of them pay me as in the quotation I sent.
Some give excuse that my price is too high, and some would prefer to pay after sales.
Thus, this has been a stress for me.
I feel bad about my PROMISES to my family..
It's so sad..
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